Dear blog,
I have been terribly remiss. Since I last wrote in you, I have gained and lost a lot.. I have gaied and will, at the end of this week, lose a store. I have lost a lot of artistic drive. I have lost a lot of sleep and time. I have lost year 26 and gained year 27.
I am lost, but will hopefully soon be found.
Until then, it’s a little like staring down a long dark hallway.
I still love you, blog. Worry not. I will return when the skies are blue and clear and when I don’t fear the loss of feeling in my fingertips when they’re outside of my gloves or pockets. I will hopefully return before I see green shoots piercing the dark earth. I will be back when I can leave my balcony door wide open, and when I’m itching to sit on the patio with my friends, even though it’s too cold, and even though we’ll have to go inside before the night is over.
I will be back. On the other side of this dismal winter. Hopefully sooner, but if not, on the other side.
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